people and friends

dear diary- i mean blog

so im here on bluesky and im seeing very cool people!

it began when i was bored, so i was opening random apps on my phone. i opened Streamplace, instead of it being random crap, i saw one stream that actually looked interesting. i tuned in, and while watching the stream, i saw some very cool and interesting people!

i don't want to name anyone for privacy reasons, but yeah.

there is a person who seems interested in computers (like me!)

there's that person's friend, i assume.

i dont know these people personally, i haven't really talked with them much, i don't even know if they know im writing this. one of them even posted about Rec Room.. about its shut down. BUT THEY KNOW ABOUT REC ROOM!! i was a proud level 50 and a creator. CV2 and MakerPen were my thing. kinda. never got to release my work.

i even got whitelisted into a MINECRAFT SMP SERVER! i only realized after checking the server's website. i only explored the server a bit, not playing on it much, yet.

but yeah, i started my Bluesky as a place where i can publicly say stuff, i never expected to see interesting people. normally i'm scared, and i am even right now, but somehow, i'm happy...? that there's people like me.

oh and also, the big thing: someone messaged me on Discord, and said they saw my bsky and THOUGHT I WAS COOL!! wow, i never thought someone would think im cool.

also did i mention the person who messaged me is SLOVAK (like ME) and DELTARUNE FAN (LIKE MEE)!?? honestly didn't know Slovak deltarune fans existed. i live in a part of slovakia where everyone's an NPC, they don't even know popular fandoms like Undertale, FNAF, Digital Circus, etc.

i told my classmate once about Undertale and he thought it was some boring game for kids/nerds or something like that. like EXCUSE ME?? UNDERTALE CHANGED THE VIDEOGAME SCENE FOREVER

i swear the area i live in, people are default NPCs, they care about only the super megacorp big stuff, like Fortnite, Roblox, etc. (ugh)

back to the person who said I WAS COOL!! and MESSAGED ME!!

did i mention they're an ARTIST AND MAKE REALLY COOL ART?!?!

AHHHHH.

we talked! about stuff and stuff!

my social anxiety is still not entirely gone, im scared ill say something, or that i get boring and nobody will be interested in me... im scared ill make things awkward... and embarras myself...

but it's getting better! normally i would be so scared.

my "social journey" is only getting started though! maybe i'll actually make more new cool friends, actual friends. not like. uhm. yeah...

okay, i think that's enough blog for me. got my thoughts and excitement out.

thank you for reading my blog!